đ§ This isnât a newsletter about having it all together.
Itâs about learning to live even when everything falls apart.
Iâve spent years feeling like I didnât belong anywhere â not in the military, not in the civilian world, and definitely not in my own skin.
Some days, brushing my teeth felt like a victory. Other days, I couldnât get out of bed. PTSD, depression, anxiety â they werenât chapters in my story.
They were the whole damn book.
But even at my lowest, something inside me refused to go completely dark.
This newsletter is the record of what itâs like to start over from the bottom â not once, but over and over again. Itâs about the quiet victories, the deep valleys, and the stubborn belief that life can still mean something, even when it hurts like hell.
đŹ What to expect
I write about:
Reclaiming my life after trauma
Faith and fear â and the space between
Grief, love, loneliness, and courage
What healing really looks like (hint: itâs not linear)
Small, sacred victories â like showing up when everything says not to
You wonât get quick fixes or 5-step plans.
But you will get a voice that understands, and a hand reaching out from the same storm.
đ§ââď¸ Who this is for
You donât have to be a veteran to feel lost.
You donât need a diagnosis to be drowning.
You donât need to explain why everything feels heavy â I already believe you.
I write for:
The ones who are tired of pretending theyâre fine
The ones who canât remember the last time they felt safe in their own mind
The ones who havenât given up, but arenât sure why theyâre still trying
If thatâs you, welcome.
Youâre not broken.
Youâre becoming.
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Breathe a little easier
Think a little deeper
Feel a little more human
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Whether you subscribe for free or go paid, Iâm grateful youâre here. You made it this far â and that counts for something.
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I hope youâll join me.
